Wednesday, October 28, 2009

bios logos affect my body temperature

salam, bloggie..

minggu ni minngu second exam. dah rse bese je staying up. smlm exam math. it's ok. yakin boleh A. tpi kalau tak dpt tu bkn rezeki. arini paper biology. last night spttnye ade tusen chemistry at muknisah's tapi tak pegi. takot laa my bio paper. paper chem mcm dah flunk. xkn laaa nk flunk paper bio gak. at least bio nk 3B. tapi tdi ok la. cume kepala rase macam nk pecah.

smlm tak laa stay up pon. tido kol 10.30. tapi bgun pkol 3 tu tros mandi. maybe sbb tu la kot badan rse tak sedap je nih. pastu qiam and stadi laa cam bese tapi i put more effort and try to focus on what i read. mmg wish sgt2 bio nih dpt A. tpi ntah la. ble dah pukol 5.30 tu ibu turun utk prepare breakfast. aku msok bilik balik. tak tahan sgt2. tetibe rase menggigil and sejok2 and selsema. huhh.. tak suke mcm nih. tapi u know wat? mmg dah expect pon. dari dulu lagi bile exam je akan demam2 or at least sakit2 laa. tetibe allergic itu ini, sore throat, nausea.. mcm2 la. ayah kate probably sbb aku nih slalu nk sdpkan ati je. mentally tak prepare utk exam.
neway, exam almost over. esok add maths. at least nk dpt 3B. taknak C again and again. wat malu jerh.

till then,
FaTiMaH yg SaKeT

Friday, October 23, 2009

i'm full lah!

haiyak, bloggers..


my mom left yesterday..went to PD. my dad work in seremban today.. dunnoe why. myself..argh, damn tired. those exam days.. not over yet. look at my eyes.. swollen to bigballs. for staying and waking up early. this is it. weekend!! haha. tonite my mom's not here, so we planned to eat outside and bowls at jj. but hey, nur kasih?? haha. thats why we're still at home. tak jadik. kensel. ayah gi beli burger IJAN. seronok2. ayah orderkan utk aku burger daging special+blackpepper sauce. gah. besar gile. full sgt2 skrg.




hey faten. my internet is okey! beli modem baru larh.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

somebody call 911!

salam bloggie..

yesterday my mom and the other left me and anes at home. gahhh. we had a record on trying to commit murder to each other and still she tries to let us make up?? puhleez. my mom left us around 3pm and i watch tv instead of making my sys, anes' lunch. she hasn't eat since morning and well, i know if i even help her out, i'll just gonna stood there waiting for the single word of "THANKS" and yet, nothing came out of her mouth. I BET THAT.

ya see. she's at the kitchen. idk wth she's doing there. making toast perhaps? dun care. then, suddenly she screamed my name. and i was like. WTH is going on? i ran to the kitchen and there i saw our sinks on fire. i came closer and she was standing at my back. maybe terrified by the fire. i saw it there. a pan on fire and she 'cleverly' put it in the sink filled with the uncleaned dishes and not even let the water ran down from the tap. OMG. she is sooo gonna get it from me. the flame reaches about half a meter up and about to burn the cabinets above the sink. argghh. i took a spatula and knock the tap so that the water will at least put the flame off.

thick, black smoke filled the kitchen. i stared at her. she went to the front. i glanced back to the sink. well, the dishes... melted. a brand new tupperware my mom just bought.... melted too. but yeah.. my eyes still burns. idk wat to tell my mom. i rushed to the phone and called her.

what do you think she'll say?
A. both of you.. wait till i came back
B. both of you.. pay the cost then.
C. both of you.. o dear. its ok..
D. both of you.. are you ok?

i called her. and explained everything. try so hard to make it heard as if everything was anes' fault. but still, i know, it's mine too. and you're right.. the answer is C and D. she said it's ok and asked me if either one of us are harmed. i ask anes' which looks traumatized by the accident. and we cleaned the kitchen together. and that is when i saw the tube connecting the water filter to the pipe is melted too. what we'll drink for the next 2 days? i texted my mom. she told me to boils some for the storage. the other will be settle down later. huh.. i still cant believe wat had happen. got migrain then. argh. it does hurt. and i try so hard not to pick a fight with anes'. it turns out well. she's fine. and this morning we had our breakfast at the restaurant nearby. walked there. talk a lot with her along the way. she's cool actually. and that is when i started to realise how much i had ignored her before. well.. mom told me how much i hate her since she was born. i hate babies before. ya know, when i was small. i pinch her, trying to stepped on her arms, trying to kick her butt when she's a BABY. terrible huh? lucky me, she didn't know bout that. poor her. well anes, if only you read this. i'm sorry dear. for the time i had lose not trying to get to know my own sister. i'm sorry.

p/s: we slept in mom's bed with AC turned on over the night. hahha.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

congrats my sys!

wanna celebrate my sys..
she had changed
haha
USIM.. bgos2..
kakak aku byk berubah di sne
she knows it now..
mybe doa aku dh makbul
cant stand looking at her texting and talking to ajnabi
erhh.. taksuke
noktah
still
taktau camne die berubah
she told me that she overheard other people's conversation about this wrong-doings and it kinda related to her too..
mybe she realised it now..
ALHAMDULILLAH..
thank you, my rabb
thanks a lot..

cayunk awak..

hei semua.. saya nk buat pengumuman..
ehem..ehem..

SAYA SAYANG AWAK, FATEN
haha..
sbb awak baek
awak cute
awak paham saye
awak baek


did i said that twice??
forget it
but still


saye sayang awak!

Friday, October 16, 2009

fatenfaten

been waiting for you, babe!
where the hell are you?
gahh! geram2...

Thursday, October 15, 2009

benjol di kepala??!!

salam bloggers..
arinih mood swings.. ntah laa.. pepagi tadi senyom2. pastu nak gi skola nangis. sblom faten blik tadi gelak2. then nmpk SK-II and NitRoGeNa, malo-malo la plak. pastu gi lepak kat port rahsia aku tuh, gelak2 ngan hanis, adekku. mse tu lah peristiwa itam ni berlaku. mse tgh jln baek punye nak sorok2, terhantok kepala kat kayu. ok la. to be honest, aku punye port kat kolam semenanjung tapi blakang pondok tuh. kire area tersorok ar gak. lagi2 klo ko dudok. memang org tak prasan ko ade. k. smbong blek. aku terhantuk kat tiang kayu tu. ingatkan jaoh lagik coz bhgian atas kolam tu mmg dh teduh ar gak kan so tak prasan sgt larh. pastu hanis brengset tol gelakkan aku. takpe2. sbar lagik nih. kitorang lepak lme ar gak. dlm stgh jam cmtu sbb tggu mak aku. pastu dh dkt kol 6 bru prasan dah terlambat. hanis cepat2 bgn nk blaa tgglkan aku. aku pon cuak arr nk kne tggl sorang2. aku berdiri je.. BANGG! bloody hell, man! sakit gilerh! maybe ade keretakan la kot kat tempurong kepala aku nih. mmg sakitnye yang amat. berpinar mate aku nih . aku pegang kepala aku. usap2 skit. whoa.. rse paneh. berdarah?? aku tnye anis, ade ape2 tak atas kepala aku. leh lak die kate tak logik ar berdarah? hah. ko ape tao. kot ko yg kne nnti ko nangis guling2 maunye. hailaa.. nih aku nk sapu minyak gamat tadi. ayah gelak je. eh. prevention better than cure kan? asal sume rse ape aku wat tak logik nih? heh.. mungkin laa kot mmg tak logik. mybe ade gegaran kat kepala aku nih yg wat aku senget skit. ape2 je lah.