salam bloggie..
dunnoe how to start. thought today was just like the other that had passed. but..huh! it happens again man! all those yelling and crying and back to talking and saying sorries and forgiven. should i say.. I'M SICK OF IT?! this scene took place about an hour ago. sarah found sumthing she shouldn't had to, and THAT thing shouldn't be there. i sit still and just 'enjoying' my dinner when it happens. sarah is just SEVEN . how could this possibly happens?
poor ayah and ibu. totally bangang arr ko ecah! memang aku dh lme je sabar ngan ko nih. kang klu aku bersuara kang aku lak yg mengalir. arghhh.. kenapa jadik mcm nih skrg? i thought nk settle everything after ecah nyer exam. but..hell. adoii.. geram sgt2 nih. nak meletop nih. aku plak yang tension nk exam nnti. YA ALLAH! bantulah hambamu ini. aku sudah tidak mampu untuk berkata tidak ya Allah! tidak mampu untuk aku menghalang lagi ya Allah! kuatkan azamku ya Allah! tenangkan hatiku, lapangkan dadaku, berilah aku petunjuk dan hidayah-mu ya Allah!..
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